Christmas

It's Christmas Day.
Last night I met all of Austin's friends at a Christmas Eve bonfire. It was such fun! I felt really comfortable with all his friends, as if I have met them already. It was really nice. Austin threw the "girlfriend" term around a lot when introducing me and everyone said they'd heard a lot about me, etc. He always had his arm around me or was holding my hand. I loved every minute of it.
We stayed at that party until about 3:00 am, and then we decided to go back to my place. I thought that we would be going separate ways, with it being Christmas morning and stuff, but neither of us had anywhere to be today until 11:30am so he came over. He's amazing.
This morning he gave me a million Christmas presents. My presents to him (two burned CDs of a band that he said he liked once) were soooo bad compared to his. He gave me some really nice coffee, my favourite chocolate (a fucking brick of it), a picture of a really hot girl covered in snakes (me being the confident sexy bitch that I am, loved it), and a coupon that he made that says:
"Austin Ticket - return this coupon for one free siamese fighting fish or some other fun, low maintenance pet of equal coolness - void in New Jersey"
He's so amazing.
I was all giddy because I totally didn't expect those presents and I kissed him and said thank you a hundred times and in my enthusiasm I nearly said I love you. It was a "You're so great, I love you!" moment. But I caught myself. Thank fucking god. And I dont love him. I don't think I do. I might. But I don't. No. It was just the moment, of him being so thoughtful and perfect. You know.
I went to Gran's house for the usual Christmas lunch and I helped her get everything ready for everyone to arrive and I had to deal with all the old people (who I normally love but they are getting so old and so hard to deal with) and Uncle Doug (who never stops giving me a hard time) but I did get to hang with my precious brother and my beloved parents. No, I do love everyone in our family, of course I do, I just... need to take them in small doses.
I have been absolutely fucking spoiled this Christmas. I'm not sure if I have ever had such a good haul of presents. And I was actually expecting nothing, and totally ok with that. Let me see what I got:
Liquor filled chocolates from Aunt Maurine and Uncle Doug (I'm gonna give those away)
From gran, some cute xmas towels and a day pass at Mount Washington.
From Mom and Dad:
Really awesome ski gloves
a new zip up
a cardigan
a gorgeous top
100$ at thriftys
40$ at Starbucks
an 80 minute massage at Brentwood bay
two new charms for my Pandora bracelet - a pig and a giraffe
new socks

Unreal.

So it's 5:30 now and I'm in bed. Austin and I definitely didn't fall asleep last night until close to 5am, and even then I kept waking up. I'm tired and full.
I also feel a little bit like I'm getting sick. I have a cough. I don't like it. Tomorrow I am going to be totally productive and I'm going to get some bananas and fruit and have a smoothie full of nutrition to help my immune system fight the bug. I also think I'm going to try going for a run, even if it's only for 20 minutes or so. Just because I smoke now, doesn't mean I can't run.
I have lost a lot of weight recently, I think I've said that already, but I look really amazing and I want to keep it off and so now that Christmas is over I have no excuse to pig out - I'm going to either not eat, or eat healthily. That's that.
I don't even want to run to lose weight or anything, I want to run because I enjoy it. It makes me feel good. So we'll see if I survive tomorrow.
I might see Austin tomorrow too, I guess I'll see how things go. And then in the evening I'm going to Hush. I'm supposed to see Paul tomorrow but I think I'll have to just tell him I'm sick.. and then see him later in the week. I have been double-booking myself all week and I feel like a turd but I just can't handle too many plans at once. I'm going to Hush with Sarah. That will be some good excersize too.
So during the day tomorrow, clean my nasty little house and run, play video games with Austin and his buddies, then go to Hush with Sarah. Sounds like fun!