Saggitarian New Moon

Apparently right now is a new moon for Saggitarius and that means new beginnings for me. Wonderful. I like them all.

Some new things for me to work on:

Ask myself every single day: Am I being true to myself?
Am I doing what's best for me?
Am I thinking with my head or am I thinking with my heart?

From now on, I am going to listen to my friends' advice, especially in regards to love. They are all such amazing strong people, and love me so much. I am going to feed off of their energy and wisdom in order to grow as a person and to create a beautiful life for myself.

Someone said to me today, that you need to always be true to yourself because in the end, you're the only one you die with. You can't take anyone with you.

I am focusing on being happy with myself, by myself, and enjoying my own company.
I think that some alone time might be due. Some inner focus. It'll have to wait though, I've got a busy week coming up:
Monday: Possibly visiting the most amazing person in the whole world, Paul. Austin in the evening.
Tuesday: Jessica, and a movie with Aaron in the evening. Skye might be coming to stay with me indefinitely.
Wednesday: Reay and sewing projects
Thursday: Austin in the evening, not sure about the day. Probably more sewing though.
Friday: Xmas, obviously.
Saturday: Boxing day dancing crazyness at Hush. Much needed.
Sunday.... Austin.

See, I am spacing out when I see him. Apparently it's a good thing to do. I don't WANT to do it, and I'm afraid to do it, but all of my super amazing friends say it's a good thing to do, so, there you go. Spacing out. But on Sunday I might stay in bed with him forever. So, yeah.
I don't even really want Skye to come stay with me because I want Austin to stay with me. But no, I need Skye, and she needs me. Chicks before dicks.
And it's a good thing, right? Yes, it's a good thing that I'm spacing it out. Yes. Yes it is.
I hate it though.